STUPID!!..u complete my world

It has been long since I put my last post!!

Ahem!!..atlast all my examzz are over..it is during these awe sum time I start learning more!!the quest within myself..yup..learning about me(omg there is so much to know)..each day the sunrises and sunsets..instead of thinking it as just another day...we need to look it as another opportunity from the holy god to live our life to the fullest!!

it has alwayz fascinated me on why it gives an amazing satisfactory feeling to shower our love and affection on the ppl,whom v care about so much..apart from those frequent caring we do all other stuffs viz., v fight wit them(heck I alwayzz end up fighting the most!!)..we cry for them (oopss!!..when was the last time I did tat??lolzz)..v shout at them..but at the end of the each fading day...THEY MEAN A LOT TO US..they give us a feeling of completeness...

so then this is to that person...who make me complete..i may shout to the top..create an Humpty excuses..say hell lot of lies..may not even show a glimpse of respect..wont have the manners to even apologise for my deeds(call it as good one please!!lolzz)...yet still you r my everything(its u who inspire me every forthcoming moment!!)so be wit me alwayzz in-spite of my faults(who me???..fault??...u must be kidding!!god!!)..this is not an apology..its a request(read it as order..he he he!!)

busy bee!!

After a long time catching sum time to write this blog!!..

Having lots of assignments and works to do!! and wit examzz round the corner.. i get this new feeling to read..to score gud grades...to inculcate sum knowledge...

its not tat i did not feel this long back.. but wit examzz nearing each day ..i feel so much in bliss to learn!!:-):-)

so back to the world of booksss!!:-):-):-)

THE INNER ME!!

The past one week was so damn agonizing...drained out both emotionally and physically..omg!!...

but i treat everything as a lesson.. the pain and sweetness stride hand in hand...learnt an important lesson (one goes down in my life so called as experience!!)

A LESSON abt myself...pondering over my inner self..i got to no more and more abt myself...strange thing i realized!!..i am not the one i thought i am!! am sumone else..probably i have tried to imitate the one i wanted to be(but never made tat)my imitation on tryin to be sumone has nothin but went in vain!:-(

I am not bold enough to take care of myself..am probably meek!!..tryin to be strong but to no avail!!..i have started to come up in terms of my true self.. perviously i thought i am loner person and hate to live in crowd!! but no tats not wat my inner self want..knowingly or unknowingly it has bonded with relationships tat it cant forgo with..it relies heavily on these valued strings wen in trouble..yeah!!i am searchin for people whom i want to lean on!!..fortunately i have got this wonderful people around me who care for me...this golden week (the hell of my life!!)..i came to no abt this beautiful people who stood wit me!!..just for me!!(THANK U GUYS!)..for ever i am grateful to u!!

one quality i have tried to come up in terms with..is my lack of self confidence..shit i dont have a penny of it!!..though i thought all these age a had attitude..but attitude comes with confidence..i had tried to ignore this grave fact altogether!!omg:-(..

As of now nothin is rotten yet!!i still have a life of my own..and yes surrounded wit lots of MY PEOPLE in it!!..now i vil try to resolve things in much calmer and dignified manner!!..with wishes from the heart of my beloved:-)..

feel grt and relieved after writing this!!!:-)

my first post:-):-)

Hai...I dont believe i have started blogging..never expected this..I would like to dedicate my first post to my senior anna who inspired me to take this along the stride..

I always wonder about my destiny..where its going to take me..vil i be the same after i reach ..(honestly).dont no!!!..(surely my friends vil make me realize if i do anything wrong..thanks guys!!!)..I trust my god for tat..he vil take care of me..!!:-)